By bexm1tanker [Ignore] 05,Aug,23 05:48 Pageviews: 52
 So an interesting was proposed from someone's else's page...What is the the perfect person" What do you look for
So I am not proposing the same question rather a discussion what happens if you find the perfect person but can't have them??? So I am fairly recently out of a very vanilla 33 year marriage. this ended for a myriad of reasons that I won't get into here. But through the magic of social media I have met a married couple local to me and over the past few months have gotten to know them very well. Originally this was about sex...he is bi, I am bi, she is straight...we have had some amazing funs exploring this. She is everything I have always wanted in a woman. Fun, adventurous..not afraid to experiment...She'll dance with me in a bar when "that" song comes on...who the fuck cares what everyone else thinks!!! She's affectionate...loves hugs...cuddles...FUCKKKKKK Loves to just "Make Out"...But will fuck like there is no tomorrow when the mood hits her. We go out on our own often..Yes her husband is aware...but we connect.... we connect on so many different levels...she admits it...she feels it...she wants more of it. Discussions around a Poly relationship have been had between the three of us..but I truly do not believe he wants that...at least not with me. He says he would love to be involved in a poly...but I think he wants a single female or a couple...not a single guy vying for the affection of this most incredible woman... A lot of this is mostly sexual to him...he is not very affectionate even to her...it's strictly sex...even with her...there is no affection... Anyways...that's where I am at........I have met my perfect person...together we are amazing...not just sexually...but walking down the street hand in hand (I have NEVER suggested she leave him...NOR I would never...I am not trying to separate them I am not) So it's a bit of a quandary...I want this woman to myself but will never ever suggest that to her...I really think hard on a poly relationship that he suggested...But I know he could not handle that with me...It's just sooo much more than SEX... THat's my scattered brain thoughts this morning...has anyone been able to follow this!?!?!?  |
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He is clearly jealous of what we have but refuses to change his ways...for him it's always about fucking and what gets him off...that includes even when he and I are together. I am jealous of him and the time he has with her. He never takes advantage of that time. She tries (I've watched) to cuddle and get close... he either completely ignores her or turns it sexual almost immediately...uggggg. There is no passion between them. According to both of them thats "just the it's always been".
I cant lose her...she has become such an amazing friend...my bar buddy...my concert buddy...the physical connections between us is few and far between but thats not what drives me so I'm ok with that... but those times we do get together...yes it is simply magical for both of us...it always becomes an amazing soulful orgasm!!!
I'll ride this amazing wave for as long as possible...it is likely to never morph beyond what we have now....but what an incredible wave to ride!!
Theres a time and a place to get a little rough...take control... have some fun...it cant always be romantic (ish) but its not my preferred. A little loving...a little rough...always finishing with a soul connection loving...
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