Mono colour

Dark, at least thats what it's feeling like,
I'm not loosing anyone, I'm loosing my self
No idea where I'm going, often no idea where I've been
The change of colour is no longer seen
shades of grey surround every thing
That sensual touch, it's glow now gone
it's hue has faded, mono tones of light
the horizon fades into the night
Once black all around the light switch needs to be found
I'm fumbling & falling it's nowhere to be seen
how silly of me you can't see in the dark
I know if it's found the light will sure shine
but it's going to blow & I will be back in the dark.